But Sometimes They Die
November 6, 2007 by Cody · 1 Comment
This morning I (Cody) went and saw three families with a social worker from Kurdistan Save the Children. My emotions are all worked up… I love these kids more than ever.
I went to four homes but only saw three children because one little girl had just died before we could even tell her story. One child’s dad works as a guard for the local hospital…he guards a hospital that can’t even help his son. That’s not ironic… it’s sick.
One of the boys is 4 years old and he has until he’s 6 before he won’t be able to walk because of his heart condition (unless he has surgery.)
I am now more passionate than ever about telling their story and putting together some sort of photo book….but it’s really up to KSC and whether or not they can consistently send a social worker with me. I need them to take me to these homes and help me tell their story. I’m up for it though… we will just pray that they see the value of telling these stories.
Everyone deserves a voice.
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Cody Fisher is the co-founder and Development Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He moved to Iraq in 2007 where he met his wife and since then they've been waging peace and mending hearts across Iraq. His passions are photography, peacemaking, and food that doesn't come out of a can. You can follow him on Twitter: |
Anonymous Donor Partially Funds Two Children for Buy Shoes. Save Lives.
November 6, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Hedi, 8 months old
Thanks to an anonymous gift directly to our partner organization on behalf of Buy Shoes. Save Lives., Hedi will be able to have the operation he needs to fix the hole between the ventricles of his heart. Your advocacy among your friends is apparently working! Keep it up!
Hussein, 3 years old
Hussein is from one of the few Arab (non-Kurdish) families who made it safely to the October screening. Doctors singled him out as urgent, as he periodically runs out of breath and cries. Our partners at Brothers Together took him across the Jordan River Monday with Hedi (above), and thanks to an anonymous gift on behalf of Buy Shoes. Save Lives., his sponsorship was completed at three minutes to midnight the same day!
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Receiving Treatments for Wheezing
November 6, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
First though he must be well, and the doctor wanted him to have breathing treatments throughout the night and today for chest congestion and wheezing. The thought of staying there alone in this strange place with her sick child was overwhelming to Hedi’s young mother and she wept at that reality. He awoke this morning with his usual happy disposition. Through the day he continued to receive breathing treatments, which he lets everyone know he does not like one bit! But he did enjoy visiting with his good buddies Mustafa and Hussein who returned to the hospital from the SACH house for further tests.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Hedi Hospitalized, and Winning Hearts
November 5, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
After waiting in Amman for almost a month since the medical screening, Hedi finally received both visa clearance and sufficient funding (just past midnight!) to be brought over to X and hospitalized today. Hedi is sort of a celebrity-to-be, as the camera crew will follow through with his surgery and post-operation progress and feature him in an upcoming TV news story along with 2 of the other boys.
Being young and innocent has its advantages. While the other 2 boys screamed and cried the moment they were undressed to be weighed, Hedi was quite co-operative throughout the check-up, captivating the medical staff with his bright smile and cheerful playing. He started to join in the chorus of cries only when he felt the prick of the needle when his blood sample was taken.
After the echocardiograms were done, the doctor confirmed that Hedi should be immediately admitted to the ward for close monitoring, while Mustafa and Hussein were released to the Save a Child’s Heart house. Hedi’s mother started to sob out of fear being in unfamiliar surroundings and unable to speak the local languages, so a volunteer decided to spend the night with her at the hospital.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
First Taste of Ice Cream
November 5, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Having spent the past month in Amman since the medical screening, Hussein finally arrived in Jordan today, together with Mustafa and Hedi. These boys appear so different from my first encounter with them during the one-day medical screening in Amman. Then, they were bursting out in tears each time I approached them with my camera but today, Hussein willingly handed me his ice cream to remove the wrapper and then readily posed for a picture licking his welcome gift!
The three boys were some sort of celebrities today, as a camera crew from a TV channel were also present to film their arrival for an upcoming feature.
Mustafa and Hussein have become the best of friends during the past weeks living together in Amman. They came through the arrival gates sharing a seat atop a luggage bag.
At the Wolfson hospital, Hussein had to go through the usual routine of being weighed and measured, and having his blood sample, x-ray and echo-cardiogram taken. To allay Hussein’s fear of the rubber glove which the medical staff would put on when taking the blood sample, the doctor inflated a rubber glove for him. Nevertheless, Hussein burst into the tears and screams the moment he was asked to lie down for the procedure.
This evening, Hussein and Mustafa were transferred to the Save A Child’s Heart house where they were warmly welcomed by the Iraqis presently staying there. Karwan’s mother promptly brought out some home-cooked rice, chicken and french fries for the tired group, who ate their dinner heartily and went to their room soon after for an early night.
Tomorrow, Mustafa and Hussein will return to Wolfson for more detailed medical checks.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Three-Way Partnership Signed
November 4, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Cody Fisher with Dr. Noaman and Dr. Muhammad upon signing a three-way partnership deal between Buy Shoes. Save Lives., Kurdistan Save the Children, and Rayalla.
As of this afternoon KSC has a database of 1,617 children who need some sort of emergency medical attention. Over 700 of those cases are heart problems.
Estimations say more than 1,000 unregistered children have various kinds of urgent congenital heart diseases which will leave the children dead or paralyzed within weeks if not treated. The blood disease Thalassemia is also hitting children hard, with more than 508 cases in Sulaimanyia and 450 cases in Kirkuk. There is no cure in Iraq, and without help from abroad, these children are just waiting for death.
That’s why we’re so grateful for these partnerships and for your help!
Sincerely,
BSSL
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Visas Approved, Travel Early Monday Filed by Donna Petrel
November 4, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Even little Hedi (center) understands this is good news: he and two other Iraqi boys who need urgent heart surgery are finally grasping their permission to enter their final destination for surgery.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Visas Issued, Travel Early Monday
November 4, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Hussein (right) may not realize it, but he’s holding his life in his hands: he and two other Iraqi boys who need urgent heart surgery are finally grasping their permission to enter Jordan. Our staff starts rolling at 5 a.m. Monday from Amman, Jordan, to get them across the Jordan River and to the hospital in Jordan. Watch this space tomorrow for a full update.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Differentiating BSSL and TOMS Shoes
November 3, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
One of the most frequent responses I receive after visioncasting for Buy Shoes. Save Lives. is this: “Oh… so you’re like TOMS Shoes?”
We’re honored to be numbered with TOMS Shoes in anyone’s mind. They would be great company to keep.
On the other hand, we think it’s important to highlight a few differences between Buy Shoes. Save Lives. and TOMS – not because one way is inherently better, but because we have slightly different goals and methods and we think it’s preferable not to have the two conflated. The following three categories represent some of the ways in which TOMS and Buy Shoes. Save Lives. are different.
ECONOMIC DEVELOPMENT
BSSL is doggedly committed to using our access to American and international markets to develop the economy of Northern Iraq by never farming out the production of our shoes to cheaper production regions of the world. BSSL klash are made entirely by hand by shoe artisans at 35 hours per pair in a non-factory setting by apprenticed workers. We know the name of every shoe maker with whom we work. We believe exporting production is exporting economic development and therefore, our shoes will remain “Made in Iraq” and cost $100. Some of TOMS shoes are made in China and cost much less at $38/pair. TOMS shoes are made in sweatshop-free conditions in Argentina, Peru, and China, but many Americans have commented that it is increasingly difficult to find TOMS shoes that are made somewhere other than China.
BUSINESS MODEL
BSSL is a non-traditional for-profit business that gives every cent of profit to children in Iraq who need heart surgeries. All of our staff have raised independent financial support and therefore volunteer for BSSL. TOMS is a traditional for-profit business excercising a highly accute social conscience.
SCOPE
BSSL has two full-time volunteers, two part-time volunteers, and a handful of activists like you. BSSL grossed $12,000 in our first quarter and has helped two children whose names and families we know increasingly well. TOMS has 16 full-time employees, a building, recently went on a nation-wide tour sponsored in part by Ford, and has grossed nearly $2 million dollars or more in two years. TOMS has delivered over 50,000 shoes to children in Argentina and various places in Africa!
CONCLUSION
The things listed above are things to which we want to draw attention so as to not be misunderstood in our particular posture on these issues. We are not attempting to set ourselves against TOMS. We are merely saying that our context warrants a different approach. It would be problematic for one to assume that we’ve unscrupulously copied TOMS approach without considering the ways in which our situation demands differentiation.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |
Full of Smiles
November 2, 2007 by Jeremy · Leave a Comment
Hedi, at eight months old, has shown the most obvious signs of the respiratory virus which has affected all the children and parents waiting in Amman. He has had a fever and cough, and because of a sore throat has not had much appetite. Besides this, he is also cutting teeth. But when we’re around Hedi, most of the time he is full of smiles and coos! The only time he cries is when he is so tired that he needs to sleep, but doesn’t want to miss out on the action of the bigger boys who are busily – and sometimes noisily – playing nearby.
Sometimes when I hold Hedi, I notice a change in his body as he begins to breathe rapidly and with exertion as his diaphragm is seemingly controlled by the pounding of his heart. Afterwards we’ve noticed he seems tired and almost dazed for a few minutes. Each time this happens when his mother is holding him she points it out to me, then sighs, as we wait for the day when this heart malady can be healed.
Both of Hedi’s parents are here in Amman since his father wants to stay with him and Hedi’s mother as long as he can before they travel for surgery. It is clear that they adore each other, and I believe having both mom and dad around is one of the reasons Hedi is so happy. Each of them play with him and he loves the attention. The other moms along with Hussein and Mustafa also give Hedi attention, so he does have plenty of reasons to smile.
Although there is an air of impatience in the apartment since all of the parents are ready to travel for the purpose of their journey, for the most part things are going smoothly. While we were visiting last night however, the difficult reality of their lives in Iraq seemed nearer when Hedi’s dad got a call from a friend in their city reporting that there had been a bombing there which had killed someone he knew. We sat in silence for a moment after expressing our sorrow, as Hedi’s father left the room. Again I noted to myself that these are remarkable people dealing with issues I cannot imagine, yet they put their lives on the line to get help for their children by going to a purported enemy to save their baby’s life. In the midst of everything they are gracious and willing to work together with us strangers in totally unknown surroundings and function without knowing what is next from day to day. It will be difficult for this husband and wife to say good bye, and for this daddy to say good bye to his son, when the time comes for Hedi and his mother go to the hospital in X
. Hopefully Hedi will soon be over this virus, so that when we go his surgery will not be delayed by it.
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Jeremy Courtney lives and loves in Iraq as a co-founder and Executive Director of the Preemptive Love Coalition. He's also the father of two spectacular children, and married to the lovely Jessica Courtney. When not absorbed in PLC work he can be found writing songs and singing about hope and future. Follow Jeremy on Twitter: @JCourt. |

















