Mohammad Star’s Follow-Up
June 21, 2010 by Lauren · Comments Off

A few weeks ago I met Mohammad Star, a ten-year-old boy who had heart surgery last November.
To get to Mohammad’s house, we drove through the mountains. For someone who has lived her whole life in the flattest part of America (Northwestern Indiana), seeing mountains on all sides of me and driving up the winding road to get to a village seemed unreal and euphoric. It felt like I was watching a movie – like I was not really there.
Mohammad’s house, like the ones surrounding it in the tiny mountain village, is made of dirt the same color as the ground. We climbed up narrow stairs into their sitting room, which also served as a kitchen; and Mohammad’s mom serves us food. She set out platters of wild cucumbers, watermelon, fruit juice and pastries. As we ate, Mohammad sat close next to his younger siblings, looking up at us timidly.Our Iraqi coworker somehow got Mohammad to talk and show his toy car.
He asked about the chickens running around outside their home. Mohammad raised 14 chickens from a hen and a rooster – all on his own – which he proudly showed me and the other interns. He and his younger siblings pose for pictures with the village and national flag waving in the background.
To see how life-saving surgeries gave Mohammad Star the opportunity to live out his life was something that I will never forget.
| Lauren Sawyer, a PLC summer intern ('10), is telling Preemptive Love’s story by managing its year-end review. Along with storytelling, Lauren loves reading 20th Century literature, listening to (good) music and chatting over a cup of coffee. |
Pondering Available Responses to Genocide and Its Effects
June 10, 2010 by Lauren · Comments Off

On March 16, 1988, toward the end of the Iran-Iraq War, the Iraqi military used chemical weapons on the city of Halabja. The attack was meant to erase all Halabja inhabitants off the map: plants, animals and humans. A total of 5,000 men, women and children were killed in the attack, and of the survivors, 11,000 were injured.
As we walked through the memorial, I recalled an ancient Hebrew poem:
By the rivers of Babylon, we sat and wept
When we remembered Zion.
There on the poplars we hung our harps,
For there our captors asked us for songs,
Our tormentors demanded songs of joy
The poem is about the Hebrew people who were exiled in the land of Babylon, present-day Iraq. They cried because they missed their homeland; they cried because they were expected to be happy and play songs for their captors. But they couldn’t.
I wonder if that’s how the survivors of Halabja felt. They didn’t want to sing songs. Their families died. Their neighbors died. Like the Hebrews, some Iraqis living in Halabja had to leave their land and flee to Iran.
I’m trying to make sense of what happened in Halabja. I’m trying to make it mean something to me. We are bombarded with images of war and genocide on the news, making it easy to forget that Halabja was a reality. We forget that congenital birth defects caused by this and similar chemical attacks are a reality.
O, Daughter of Babylon, doomed to destruction,
happy is he who repays you
for what you have done to us
I hate how the Hebrew poem ends. Instead of offering hope for a people, it speaks of revenge against the tormentors. Hate is so easy. It is our job to choose not to hate.
Many children here need surgeries and medication and therapy to address their congenital birth defects. And some of them probably need this help as a result of the chemical attacks in Halabja and other attacks similar to it. As a newcomer and summer intern, I love that the Preemptive Love Coalition response to genocide is not to seek revenge on behalf of victims, but to work alongside Iraqis to bring healing to suffering children.
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Mohammad’s family had $6,000 in-hand on loan from a friend to get their son the heart surgery he needed. Then the creditor decided to build a new house and took his loan back before Mohammad received surgery. Now the family is trying to find surgical solutions. Donate the amount of your choice by entering it in the field below to help send Mohammad to life-saving heart surgery. |
| Lauren Sawyer, a PLC summer intern ('10), is telling Preemptive Love’s story by managing its year-end review. Along with storytelling, Lauren loves reading 20th Century literature, listening to (good) music and chatting over a cup of coffee. |














